Showing posts with label Everyday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Everyday. Show all posts

Thursday, December 8, 2011

LUPUS HAIR.. part 2

You see, it's actually cool.. it's like crazy little bangs all over my head. If I am a boy, I prolly could pull it off..  But I'm not, it's way too short for me so I'm waiting for it patiently to grow longer, and I cut my longer hair shorter monthly so they (my baby hair and my longer hair) could meet up in the middle one day... :)

I miss my hair.. It was really long, I didn't cut it for 3 years.. then I got sick.. :(

Oh well.. Life...

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Sleep Deprived. Part 2

Still not able to get a straight sleep of at least 6 hours. Still wakes up in the middle of the night and awake for at least 2 or 3 hours after. Still waking up at the same time though. I think it is because I took a nap or something in the middle of the day. I am thinking of trying this, sleep if you can thing.

I don't exactly know what it is called, but one of my classmate some semesters ago is doing it. He sleeps anywhere, anytime, if he can. Like you I saw him sleeping for a good 10 minutes in class. But in total, he would only sleep like 3 hours a day. it's like he has a power nap all the time that keeps he alert and awake. But I don't think I would be that intense. I still try to go back to sleep every time i wake up. But then sometimes I would think of something to do that I forgot or would like to see. I blame Facebook for being sleep deprived! LOL

I would try to discuss it my doctor when I see her again.

Also, I took 25mg of Prednisone today, some of my joints, which don't hurt even when I have my Lupus flare up, are hurting. And I think it's because I went from a 30 to 25 mg in 2 weeks, and 25 to 20 in a week. I don't know for sure, but I am hurting. And since my doctor told me that if I am not feeling well about I just raise it back to what it was. So, i only have been drinking 20mg for 3 or 4 days. Sucks. I would really like to be out of the steroid pill. It's a bit hard to be weaned down from it. But then that is the only thing that's actually controlling my skin rashes and joint pain. Noticed too, that I have been eating a lot, so I am trying to control that... hehehe

So far, and as far as I am concerned. I think I am getting good health. :) so thank God!!

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

today... 07/26/2011

Unfortunately, today is not different from yesterday. I have this nagging feeling to cry, curl up in the corner and let the earth swallow me whole. But I, myself can't do that. I am to proud to cry at work. And i know the earth can't swallow me whole, it could only make me decompose slowly.

My hands and elbows still hurt.
I have new sores on my skin, it's not that bad, i put cortisone cream on it.
My face doesn't show new rashes building, but i keep scratching the scabs behind my ear (i need to learn to stop myself from doing that)
my nails aren't getting any better
i feel a few pain on my kidney or uterus, i thing i need to have myself a urinalysis just to be on the safe side.

oh well, lupus, i have you not you have me. Which means without me, you don't exist. i',m stronger than you.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Weekend off...

I usually do not and try as much as I can not to use the PC during the weekends.Since if I do, I usually waste precious time. And I do mean precious time. I tend not to do the things I should have done.

Weekend Recap.

Last Saturday was suppose to be our friend Adrian, last day in LA. So we ate at Sizzlers. My first time. Amazingly my first time even though I leave only a few blocks away from one. It was suppose to be the last breakfast with Adrian. He would have left for Iraq today if he only has his military ID. I don't know what happened, but we are happy to know that he has a one day extension. So he will be leaving tomorrow. I won't be able to see him since he will be staying at his mom's tonight and I have a class until 9 pm today. All I can say is, Good Luck soldier, and do not die on us!

Last Sunday is the most awaited Super Bowl XLV. That is 45 in roman numerals for those of you who do not know. :) And as my tradition for the last 2 or 3 years I have been watching the super bowl, I choose the team with the best Team Logo. And yes, I choose the Pittsburgh Steelers. Alas, they loss, 25 - 31 against the Green Bay Packers, who amazingly intercepts the ball and made touchdown.

Today.

Today is my first day of school for spring semester. Hopefully, I was able to get the right teachers, so I do not have to drop a single one of them. I am also hoping to be able to add a PE subject so I could at least be able to exercise. Since I have to, I should. LOL. Lazy fat ass to exercise. Hehehe.

That is for today. :) Maybe I will start ranting the next blog so it won't be too boring.