My monthly pains...

It's not really fun to have a monthly period... to both women, and men with women... :)

The PMS, the cramps and that yucky feeling...

But then it gets really worse when you have lupus... Seriously... I always look forward to my monthly period... Just to get over it, and of course to make sure I am not pregnant, since I am on medication that is pretty toxic for a fetus.

Monthly, around the same time as my period, pimples, joint pain on my hands, feet and shoulders, itchy, annoying rashes sprung out. it really sucks.. Like really bad. I hate it.

I can't do anything about it, just accept that it will be over soon.. and the cycle starts again.

:( i need a cure for lupus. we, the  millions of people affected with lupus, do. :((

Nick Cannon & Lupus

So Nick Cannon has Lupus. And here the first video of him battling Lupus. Which is awesome in a way since this spreads more, and will make people more aware about lupus.

But there are millions of people who have Lupus and doesn't or will not have the luxury that he is having. The ability to go to good medical centers and be able to be diagnose. I hope Nick Cannon is just not doing to this to gain fame and fortune. Well, I only know him as that guy who host or Mariah Carrey's husband. But to really promote, and see how most people with Lupus get to go by their daily life.

I feel bad for him, he has twin kids that needs his attention. I hope he will be better, and I hope his vlog have a good cause.

Get well soon to Nick Cannon, and to us who are only celebrities in our parents' eyes.. :P

Lupus and cold weather... RANDOM ramblings...

It sucks being sick, I already have Lupus and I will get sick more???
I am already taking steroids.. Which subdues my hyperactive immune system... Which is really bad during this cold and allergy season..

Weather in Los Angeles is not really helpful during this times... But I hope to be better in time for the summer season where I will be fishing and camping and doing outdoorsy stuff (**Note: Buy tons of sunblock)

I have joint pains, stuffy nose and itchy throat... it's not flu, just a random cold.

I went back to 1 pill of Prednisone because of my joint pains, now I'm not sure if my jaw is hurting becuase of a tooth, or it's just another joint pain that is caused by Lupus. The weather is pretty cold... I feel so old because of my sickness.. :( (It rhymes too)


Sometime, my little sense of humor and my boyfriend's sense of humor help me survive this kind of days. I love my baby love... :) he keeps me happy and feel loved all the time... Even when I am on the verge of breaking his head... ** LOL **

I think I am in Love! LOL...

Happy Puppy Day!!!

I love you!!!